Tomorrow is another yesterday.

I feel so out of place, Like I don't belong, but not to a particular place just life in general. My life has changed so much in the last year, way to much change for my liking. I don't know the point of my days, I look forward to nothing. I watch the clock tick, go around a full circle. I go to sleep, wake up. Live the same day over and over again.

I feel like I'm home sick. But only sick of living what I am now, and missing the old days. Back then, there was nothing to worry about, I had a reason to wake up to a new day, to people that wanted me around.

My life lacks interest, it sucks seeing you go on with your life like nothing affects you. I wish I was like that. I keep everything bottled up inside, and never express it on the outside. It feels like the whole world is moving whilst i stand there observing everyone going about with there lives cheerfully and living it to the full. I still long for the day where everything will be back to normal. Put back to its place. That's the day that I'm waiting for. I hold faith that it will come around, but as days go on, the more I begin to loose that faith.

Tomorrow is just another yesterday.

Freeze the moment.

This week has been so much fun, I can guarantee this has been one of the most fun I've had in my whole life.

The people I met, and gotten closer with, the inside jokes, MY TEAM <3 They were all amazing. It scares me that in about 2 years I will be finished school at this time. Never see 90% of people from school in my life. The fact that friends from my year are leaving this year to go other schools just makes it worse. I don't talk to every friend, but going to school with some of them for as long as 6 years, then suddenly not seeing them would kill me.

Truth is, I don't want to grow up. I want to live this moment, here forever.
This whole year has been the most amazing year I've had, this whole year has been an experience that I will never forget.