Got My Flash On ~ Its True

Today was one of the weirderest, besterest day in my whole life, it actually involved me somewhat feeling like im stalking someone down. LOL

Okay let me go through a brief list of what happened.
- Had a somewhat paranormal activity in the park
- got driven around all day by my friend chantelle :D
- Broke down 2 times =-= and were stuck there for like 15 minutes
- Filmed somewhat of a parody that sucked of telephone :D Called ...."lesbian sensation?" HAHA
- Where scared of two kids as they thought we were stalking them, when really we broke down near there house, and we had to hide cause they looked like they were calling the cops LOL
- somewhat partied at a friends house :D
- drove around in circles blasting music
- Went to school one day EARLY :D with Bad romance on and .. it wasnt good LOL

Okay c'mon it was like weird
OH and when we broke down, my magical jesus hands turned on the car outta no where.

Main song to fit this day..."paparazzi - lady gaga" and some fcked up song! ;D

Weeeeiiiird :]

anyway, school is tomorrow, and its going to be a drag, i saw teachers and as they all asked me about my assignments i panicked LOL
Wish me good luck :D

Earthfan

Just...Go Away

Today was the worst day ever, dont you hate when your parent
gives and spends more money on your sibling and they do nothing for you?
well thats what happened today FRICK, i askd for $60 like yesterday and they said no,
but today they spend $83 on my sibling? FCK YOU! im sorry for the language im just very angry
about this =-=

This got me thinking on all the negatives things on my life while i walk the markets
atleast 5 metres infront of my family; angry, saddened

I always get bagged on for who i am, why? is uniqueness a bad thing? is it illegal
for me to have my hair like this? is it illegal to like to like the music i do, IM NOT COMMITING IM A CRIME! im being myself.
Sometimes i think i have no one thats on my side, someone that cares and i can trust,
i look around everyones joyous and happy yet im hiding what i really feel
on this mask im wearing, the mask contains happyness, smiles and laughs
but really im hiding what i really feel on the inside, ANGER! SADNESS! =-=;;

Its not just people, it can also be my family that bags on me, fck man leave me alone!
FCK GET THE FCK AWAY FROM ME! EVERYONE!
Nothings goes my way
i never get the person i like, i never get the respect i deserve =-=

Ah im probably sounding stuck up right now, but ive had it!
sometimes i just feel like running away and leaving it all behind, i dont want to see anyone again!

Im glad i have this blog to express how i feel.


How much do you guys wanna make a bet, im going to get bagged on for this blog entry =-=;;

Earthfan~