Born This Way

Mistreated

You are delusional, how could you think that less of yourself? It's hard for me to just sit there and see you talk so mean about yourself. Truth is, people need to be made like you instead. You're filled with so much hatred, I just can't see you go through everything I do, you deserve so much better. You are underestimated, You are fucking perfect.

Apathetic

Christmas is just like any other day for me. It was nothing special, same routine as every other day. I wonder how people around me are all so jolly and happy at the moment. Christmas was better when we were all kids and nothing else on our minds but just lollipops and rainbows.

I got so much through my mind right now, life is complicated. Did anyone say life was going to be easy? No. I know I complain a lot but this year has just been so different to the last and the previous and all the rest. I feel Apathetic as each day goes by with no excitement, not looking forward to anyone. Deep down inside I know I have lost my innocence and my childhood, I've moved on and it really seems like I'm becoming an adult.

I hate that I have no one to talk to about everything I'm going through, there's just no one that cares enough to listen.

I hate how self conscious I am, with everything about my self, I do not like one thing about myself. It's funny cause earlier this year and last year I didn't, but that's all changed.

Earthfan.