Thursday, November 25, 2010

Tomorrow is another yesterday.

I feel so out of place, Like I don't belong, but not to a particular place just life in general. My life has changed so much in the last year, way to much change for my liking. I don't know the point of my days, I look forward to nothing. I watch the clock tick, go around a full circle. I go to sleep, wake up. Live the same day over and over again.

I feel like I'm home sick. But only sick of living what I am now, and missing the old days. Back then, there was nothing to worry about, I had a reason to wake up to a new day, to people that wanted me around.

My life lacks interest, it sucks seeing you go on with your life like nothing affects you. I wish I was like that. I keep everything bottled up inside, and never express it on the outside. It feels like the whole world is moving whilst i stand there observing everyone going about with there lives cheerfully and living it to the full. I still long for the day where everything will be back to normal. Put back to its place. That's the day that I'm waiting for. I hold faith that it will come around, but as days go on, the more I begin to loose that faith.

Tomorrow is just another yesterday.

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